I’m just gonna wait until after next week to see again one of the most important person in my life. I haven’t seen this guy for more than 5 months, yeah it was a very long long long months without him..but in fairness, he always make sure that we talk almost everyday. Well let’s not think about the phone bills and everything. 
Anyway, I just hope the he will enjoy my company more than anyone else..
Some people says MU, is a pseudo relationship, unknown relationship, pretentious relationship, what else? Hmm but still it is a relationship! Money, efforts, time and emotions are included.
Its just people are so iffy when it comes to their feelings, so hard to fight right? Yeah agree to that!
Sometimes you feel he is the one, but at the back of your mind you’re so uncertain that might doesn’t work at all or sometimes you don’t know if the guy likes, loves you back, confusing?
Sometimes you just say “BAHALA NA SI BATMAN”, you just let this mystification stuff flows over your mind and heart until you fed up. It hurts right? But that’s the truth. Try to acknowledge this reality.
Advantages of this MU thing?
First u can get out of the relationship so easy, and secondly you can say right away “hay this will not work anymore!” but lets face it, women are emotionally attached especially when sex is already given. Man hates commitment but loves sex, woman loves commitment secondary sex or more so women give sex just to get a commitment. Woman struggles in embracing this kind of relationship for the reason of not seeing her feelings failing or so scared in looking his guy walking away from her.
Having this kind of relationship is not really that simple, you should be toughed in facing all the consequences; it might be risky but always have this on mind “NO REGRETS AT THE END”
Just came back from my 10 days vacation in our farm, I’m very much ill and need to have a rest for a while, living here in manila with tons of pollutions and stress, anxiety makes our health dwindle. God is so great because he showered our farm plenty of fruit bearing trees, cold and fresh water from mountain, the cooling air and noise free environment. I’m so fortunate for the reason that my parents put some vegetable, chicken, fish and shrimp etc for our own consumption. You’ll love this place as I do, I assure you that….
this song is kinda cool huh!?hope u’l like it…
to my million miles away friends..
HOLD YOU DOWN
(Jen) Now you been holding me down mm For such a long time now From back then to now in my story Straight from the hood You’ve always been there for me And you had my back when they Back when everybody said I wasn’t anything It was you that kept me holding on No matter what was going on So whatever you need I got you yaa
(Joe) Reminiscing that 6 train from way back Now it’s skyblue Phantoms and stretch Maybacks For sweepin them floors in them Bronx apartments Mira esta que ta on the red carpet When Pun died you was the first to call me I never told you But you was there for me Whatever you need, I be there for you Crack, I got ya back, for real, true story
(Jen) Now my loyalty will always be With you if you just promise me That you’ll stay real just like you are Cuz baby you don’t have to change no…
Chorus:
(Jen) You dont know how much you mean to me Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, boy I’m gon’ hold you down
(Fat Joe) You dont know how much you mean to me Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, girl I’m gon’ hold you down
Verse 2
(Fat Joe) Yo, 2005, Rakim and Jody Watley Watch me paint a picture so perfect Quite possibly The realest frechest from BX to Southbeach I’mma always hold you down, girl You can count on me
(Jen) So remember this whenever I call We go back too far, we been through it all Even though, we haven’t spoken so long Ain’t nothing change, not a damn thing baby
(Jen) Now my loyalty will always be With you if you just promise me That you’ll stay real just like you are Cuz baby you don’t have to change no…
Chorus
(Jen) You dont know how much you mean to me Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, boy I’m gon’ hold you down
(Fat Joe) You dont know how much you mean to me Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, girl I’m gon’ hold you down
Verse 3
(Fat Joe) Like *something somethin* This industry Yeah my father made me this way Get between me and J-Lo I simply stay you better off sweepin leaves on a windy day
(Jen) So I don’t care about the situation I’ma ride for you If there’s a complication Cuz everytime you had my back and all When we were young And now you’re Joey Crack and all
(Jen) Now my loyalty will always be With you if you just promise me That you’ll stay real just like you are Cuz baby you don’t have to change because…
Chorus
(Jen) You dont know how much you mean to me Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, boy I’m gon’ hold you down
(Fat Joe) You dont know how much you mean to me Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, girl I’m gon’ hold you down
(Both) You dont know how much you mean to me Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, I’m gon’ hold you down
(Both)You dont know how much you mean to me Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, I’m gon’ hold you down
Just ended my vacation with the family, and it was really great!!! Now back to the routinely tedious work of mine. L Whew!!!! Hehehehe…
